I am a fat girl!
My name is Sasha and I am a fat girl. I’ve been fat all my life. At birth, I tipped the scale at 10-pounds and now the scale has tipped over. I am 38-years-old, stand 5-foot-2 and I weigh 230-something pounds and busting out of my size 18 clothes.
There is a part of me that wants to lose weight, but there is a bigger part that just doesn’t give a damn because I love to eat. After I wake up in the morning, I shower and get ready for work.
I eat a bowl of cereal, then drive to my local bagel shop to grab a some kind of sandwich --- bacon, egg and cheese or sausage egg and cheese or taylor ham, egg and cheese --- and a cup of coffee, always with at least three spoonfuls of sugar. I am a fat girl!
I devour the sandwich on my way to work. As I drive down the highway, in bumper to bumper traffic my mouth is filled with food. I know other motorists look in my car and make comments, but I just don’t care. I am a fat girl and food is my friend.
By the time I get to my office, I am ready for some cookies, candy, chips, pretzels and a soda. The clock has barely struck 9:30 am. I have a desk job, so most of my day is spent at my desk. My co-workers try to engage me in conversation, but I quickly blow them off so I can get back to my snacks.
Now that it’s summer and I see all these women running around half-naked or in a cute sundress, I have a moment of regret, but the minute I bite into a Snickers or grab a handful of chips I am happy, again.
My thighs rub and the insides have turned dark from the friction, my arms jiggle and my back and legs hurt all the time from the weight. I am a fat girl!
Co-workers pull out their salads and yogurt for lunch and I feast on a meal. Steak, Fried Chicken, Pork Chops, BBQ Ribs and whatever leftovers I find in the refrig from the night before. After lunch, I am stuffed --- at least for a few minutes. Then I whip out a slice of cake or cookies and another soda.
I used to keep bottled water on my desk, but only opened them to water the office plants and occasionally water down a sugary drink. By the time, 3 o’clock rolls around I am ready to eat again, more junk food. I am a fat girl.
My girlfriends always encourage me to lose weight “you are too pretty to be that big,” but their digs fall on deaf ears. I say: “Nobody wants a bone, but a dog and when he’s done he buries them.” I continue to eat all day, sometimes until I get a stomach ache. I know, that doesn’t make much sense, but that’s just me. I am a fat girl!
There is a part of me that wants to lose weight, but there is a bigger part that just doesn’t give a damn because I love to eat. After I wake up in the morning, I shower and get ready for work.
I eat a bowl of cereal, then drive to my local bagel shop to grab a some kind of sandwich --- bacon, egg and cheese or sausage egg and cheese or taylor ham, egg and cheese --- and a cup of coffee, always with at least three spoonfuls of sugar. I am a fat girl!
I devour the sandwich on my way to work. As I drive down the highway, in bumper to bumper traffic my mouth is filled with food. I know other motorists look in my car and make comments, but I just don’t care. I am a fat girl and food is my friend.
By the time I get to my office, I am ready for some cookies, candy, chips, pretzels and a soda. The clock has barely struck 9:30 am. I have a desk job, so most of my day is spent at my desk. My co-workers try to engage me in conversation, but I quickly blow them off so I can get back to my snacks.
Now that it’s summer and I see all these women running around half-naked or in a cute sundress, I have a moment of regret, but the minute I bite into a Snickers or grab a handful of chips I am happy, again.
My thighs rub and the insides have turned dark from the friction, my arms jiggle and my back and legs hurt all the time from the weight. I am a fat girl!
Co-workers pull out their salads and yogurt for lunch and I feast on a meal. Steak, Fried Chicken, Pork Chops, BBQ Ribs and whatever leftovers I find in the refrig from the night before. After lunch, I am stuffed --- at least for a few minutes. Then I whip out a slice of cake or cookies and another soda.
I used to keep bottled water on my desk, but only opened them to water the office plants and occasionally water down a sugary drink. By the time, 3 o’clock rolls around I am ready to eat again, more junk food. I am a fat girl.
My girlfriends always encourage me to lose weight “you are too pretty to be that big,” but their digs fall on deaf ears. I say: “Nobody wants a bone, but a dog and when he’s done he buries them.” I continue to eat all day, sometimes until I get a stomach ache. I know, that doesn’t make much sense, but that’s just me. I am a fat girl!
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posted by Mack Digital Inc. @ 12:41 PM
10 Comments:
At 8:40 PM ,
Anonymous said...
Slow down with the food, girl! You want to make sure you are as healthy as possible. You weigh a lot to be that short ... slow down boo!
At 3:31 PM ,
Anonymous said...
keep goin thats how a girl should eat! girls shouldn't be eating salads all day. x
At 4:25 PM ,
FAT GIRL LOVER said...
keep eating like that! fat is sexy.
At 6:37 PM ,
Anonymous said...
As long as you are confident with yourself.
At 7:16 PM ,
Anonymous said...
Hey... don't get too bent out of shape when sumer rolls around and you have nothing to wear because I have just the website to get fly clothes for "Fat Girls" (From one Fat girl to another! lol!)http://www.torrid.com/
At 5:32 PM ,
Anonymous said...
I'm a bigger girl, size 18. Yet, I work out regularly and eat very well, try low calorie sodas or try to drink flavored water like propel or Flavor H20, but not vitamin water or gatorade. If you are unhappy with yourself do something about it, try to switch it up, yes I do have a run to McDonalds here and there but I always feel like crap after I eat there because it tears up my stomach, try to include some veggies or fruit, fruit is very good when you have a sweet tooth because they have good sugars. I know what you are going through when you see all the tiny girls and I have a boyfriend who loves the way I am. If you just take a minute to think about what you put in your mouth, you might think a little better about yourself. :) Big girls are sexy too, but you have to think that about yourself first! :)
At 3:33 PM ,
Anonymous said...
Here's an idea, put down the sandwich and go for a walk. OBVOIUSLY it does bother you otherwise you wouldn't post on here. Quit bitching and do something about it because pitty on what you do to yourself runs short in this day and age, especially when there are kids who look for their meals in trash cans elswhere in the world.
At 3:39 PM ,
Anonymous said...
Yeah I gree with above, although no one wants to be with a stinky person because if you can't reach it you can't clean it. The past comments are all from other fat girls, her eis one from a skinny good looking guy.....ewwwwwwww!!! Hot women can be blunt to ugly fat guys, so here is a hot guy saying it. Your on the road to be carried out of your house by the fire dept because your too fat to move, ya I'm a fireman/paramedic. CHF, diabetes, high BP, sleep apnea, any sound familiar? They will if you don't get on the tread mill or something.
At 6:38 PM ,
Anonymous said...
I am on my way to being a fat girl too, and I do not like it. That is how I wound up on this site. I can not stop eating. I work out 3-4 days a week at the gym doing cardio and weights, and walk the days I do not get to the gym, and still I continue to gain weight. It sucks. I love food too. BUT, we have to stop this over eating. It is not good. We are on a constant binge. I am 5' 2" also, and up from 130 to 165 in 3 years.
At 8:39 PM ,
Anonymous said...
There are no 'fat' people... just people who make excuses. Calories in, calories out. It's just science. People get fat for a reason. Hold yourself accountable. Grow up, not out.
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